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Love the most expensive brand

Whomever invented this brand was a true marketing  God.  I mean isn't this the supreme bling?and yes...  I said bling as in bling bling. 
It's all meant to make you stupid and look for love outside the self...  Let's put our faith in a random stranger to come and fill our life with joy!   Because we are incomplete without it! 

We all need love!!!  And we are taught that love has has to come from someone else!  Someone important!  Someone emotionally unavailable preferably...  They will offcourse be smitten by our presence and immediately chance! 
It's all so simple really!  All he has to do is come and save me!!!  I need saving!  ( most likely from myself as I can be an utter bitch) 

Guess what?  I don't care about your brand!  Not looking for love...  Or loved one...  Not even two! ( as tempting as it sounds!)   I refuse!  It' all an  manipulation!  We are manipulated to believe that we need love!  And that the love that we need could ever come from outside. And we believe it.

It is simple!  You have to be a sheep and help society.  So if you were  a Sheppard....  What would be the best way to make your sheeps obey?  Letting them free ia not an option!  They will go all crazy...  Give them love... a crappy concept of love... And watch them feed from this so called love...... Making babies stressing  about the future and suddenly being to busy worrying about everything that they fail to noticed  that they are following the heard.  Every now and then a crazy sheep runs free...  And they are the most dangerous ones!!!  Because they are not affraid... They know that they don't need the brand love ( love you now dump ya later!)  They have love inside.... And no need to look for it outside.  Those sheep's are the ones who are changing the world.  They know they need no one to be amazing and conquer the world.  They just need themselves! 

I am the crazy sheep.  I am a danger to the society who sells love.  I chose to love myself first!  I need no one else's love.  I had enough of it and would like a refund...  Please? 

I am me,  I need no one else...  I am meant to change my world and your concept is making me look ridiculous!  I like to belive intelligent so because I respect myself too much please take your love and shove it.... Where the sun ain't shining!  ( and no,  I don't  mean the shade!)

I was born to be wild,  free and untamed!  I shall stay true to that! 

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