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Nu cred ca mai exista trecut asa cum nu cred ca exista viitor, nimeni nu poate dovedi prezenta vreunuia. Cred in acum si aici. Asta sunt eu! Ce-a de acum nu ceea ce am fost si nici ce as putea fi maine, candva. Mi-ar fi greu sa descriu ce posed in moment caci am invatat mai sus ca totul e relativ.Tot ceea ce sunt acum e doar acum si aici, nu va mai fi nimic de ceea ce sunt eu ieri sau maine....

Cineva spunea ca a trai in trecut inseamna a-ti irosi prezentul, ceea ce duce la ruina viitorului .

Imi intorc mereu privirea incercand sa retusez acest tablou care pare a fi desprins dintr-o alta poveste, precum un pictor care nu a reusit sa termine deznodamantul picturii poti parca merge mai departe fara a intregi peisajul. Deaceea mi-as fi dorit sa fi fost mai putin perfectionista ...asa poate as fi trecut cu vederea . O voce imi sopteste ' daca e sa fie, va fi '

Alerg libera, caci mainile imi sunt libere precum suflet-mi si gandul.
Sunt libera sa te iubesc asa cum vreau, sunt libera sa iti zambesc cand vreau, sunt libera sa alerg la tine cand vreau. Nimeni si nimic nu ma poate opri, caci ieri nu exista nici maine...doar acum si aici! Nu poti sa ma condamni pentru ceea ce am fost ieri si nici pentru ce as putea fi maine,

Ti-as da fericirea mea toata,ti-as setea mea de viata si iubire, ti-as iubirea,increderea mea in oameni si tot ceea ce ma inconjoara,  ti-as da sclipirea din ochii cand te vad, ti-as da zambetul din inima cand imi vorbesti, ti-as da rugaciunea din gand cand vreau sa te intorci, ti-as da amintirile mele in care te iubesc mai presus de cuvinte, te-as da trairile mele de simplu muritor, ti-as da ultima pulbere de stele de pe cerul vietii mele, ti-as da totul fara cel mai mic regret. Caci nimic nu este cu adevarat al meu,doar eu sunt a ta pe vecie

Lasa-mi dragostea sa-ti fie sigura busola cand vei fi ratacit, asa iti vei gasi mereu drumul spre mine.

Sotului meu cu toata dragostea

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