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O clipa de visare, undeva

Undeva, in zare te gasesc printre cuvinte rasarite de umbra indoielii . Undeva, existenta lumii perfecte e pe cale de a fi aflata. Undeva, un stalp  lumineaza o casa, el priveste in poarta casei un cuplu si isi spune ' Norocosii' . Undeva, doua priviri se intalnesc si doua inimi incep sa bata navalnic tipand la unison 'te-am gasit' . Undeva, in toiul noptii telefonul suna, doua suflete se regasesc.  Undeva, doua suflete isi spun ' Ne vedem,dincolo'. Undeva,in departare se aude un tren, dar nimeni nu aude goliciunea sufletului. Undeva, dupa plecare un telefon suna doar pentru a afla ca-i prea tarziu. Undeva, in lume sunt suflete pierdute care inca isi mai cauta drumul spre casa fara sa stie ca o ' casa' e o stare de spirit. Undeva, sunt suflete care isi cauta perechea fara sa stie ca au gasit-o demult . Undeva, un iubit isi cauta iubita fara a stii ca ea alearga-n urma lui. Undeva , doua suflete se regasesc pentru o eternitate. Undeva, 'Imi pare rau' e intampitant cu 'te iubesc'. Undeva, o inima zdrobita este readusa la viata de un zambet timid. Undeva, desertul intampina  ploaia. Undeva esti tu....

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Here we are again! I hoped you got lost in the nothingness of all the days that have passed since we last stood face to face, separated by darkness only. I can feel your breath on my neck and in my mind I am begging you again to let me go.

I feel your shadow surrounding me, your musty scent poisons the air around me.  Like a bad sin, you never stay away for too long. You call it 'love', I call it 'curse'. You think that all this is a game and I enjoy your company. Maybe you're just as confused as I am and mistake my tears for rain and my scream for help with a lullaby.   A deep breath before I turn to face you, your poisons scent inundates every cell in my lungs . I curse the moment I was born and wish I could run to the end of the world and hide in a cage for the rest of my miserable life.

I can see your sharp teeth shining in the candle light while you laugh in my face. Your unkind touch  makes me tremble beyond control. I am stretching my arm in the dark in a clu…


The space between the worlds where I can find myself without looking in the water reflection and getting a glimpse of what I once was and what I long to be.

There are no thoughts just the silence of my own soul.My armour is abandoned at the door I am free of darkness. I shred layer after layer until I walk naked and the ground shivers beneath my feet, the sun kisses all my imperfections and the wind calls my name. I will no longer hide behind the vail of lies. I raise my arms to the sky and I know I am where I belong. If this place would actually exist and have a name I could probably call it 'home'

Here, I allow myself to be. I can be simple, can be nobody and nobody's. I am nobody's child, nobody's lover, nobody's mother.

No longer the exhausted body that strives to look beautiful and thin to please those who can only see.
No longer the smile that shows up every time insecurities surface to impress those who judge.
No longer the laughter that hides a cry to …