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Miliarde de suflete, milioane de cai, sute de mijloace... cateva asemanari sau ideea mea de Principiul Mentalismului in viata de zi cu zi!

Imi e destul de greu sa imi gasesc cuvintele pentru a-mi descrie gandurile cred ca ar fi minunat daca pe viitor s-ar crea un aparat care sa scrie dupa dictarea...gandului asa as avea si eu toate sansele sa devin scriitoare :) pana atunci insa am sa va chinui si incercarile mele stangace si am sa va rog sa va dati la randul vostru toata silinta sa ma intelegeti!

Viata vazuta ca o metoda de deplasare de la punctul X la Y in care X este momentul in care ne nastem iar Y momentul in care murim .

Grupul A : sunt cei carora li se ia privilegiul de a face o alegere, sunt cei carora li s-a inchis usa in nas, cei care vor sta si vor privi de la ferestre

Grupul B : sunt cei care au ales sa mearga pe jos, desi drumul va fi mai anevoios pentru ca niciodata nu se stie peste ce vreme vei da, unii o vor lua agale preferand sa se bucutam de fiecare clipa de viata, savurand momentul. E elanului celor inconstienti, ar zice unii. Intr-adevar e un drum greu,chiar obositor iar uneori acest drum iti pare mult prea greu si tinzi sa ridici privirea spre cer sa intrebi ' de ce eu?' pentru ca atunci cand esti la pamant uiti ca esti cel ce-a ales acest drum, urmeaza clipe in care ai sa te indoiesti de decizia luata dar din pacate zarurile au fost aruncate, nu mai poti schimba nimic. Tot ce poti sa face e sa cedezi, sa depui armele si atat cat poti sa te resemezi pentru ca desi traseul e mai dificil si iti va lua mai mult timp si energie sa ajungi dar, in cele din urma ai sa ajungi acolo .

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I feel your shadow surrounding me, your musty scent poisons the air around me.  Like a bad sin, you never stay away for too long. You call it 'love', I call it 'curse'. You think that all this is a game and I enjoy your company. Maybe you're just as confused as I am and mistake my tears for rain and my scream for help with a lullaby.   A deep breath before I turn to face you, your poisons scent inundates every cell in my lungs . I curse the moment I was born and wish I could run to the end of the world and hide in a cage for the rest of my miserable life.

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The space between the worlds where I can find myself without looking in the water reflection and getting a glimpse of what I once was and what I long to be.

There are no thoughts just the silence of my own soul.My armour is abandoned at the door I am free of darkness. I shred layer after layer until I walk naked and the ground shivers beneath my feet, the sun kisses all my imperfections and the wind calls my name. I will no longer hide behind the vail of lies. I raise my arms to the sky and I know I am where I belong. If this place would actually exist and have a name I could probably call it 'home'

Here, I allow myself to be. I can be simple, can be nobody and nobody's. I am nobody's child, nobody's lover, nobody's mother.

No longer the exhausted body that strives to look beautiful and thin to please those who can only see.
No longer the smile that shows up every time insecurities surface to impress those who judge.
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